A.N.A.G.R.A.M.A.

I absolutely don't understand this dream. Am i supposed to go after that?
Lost count of how many times
I looked and there you were, open arms and wide smile
Recall almost every one of them
Forgot how to act
The warm, sunny feel you skin gave me
The warm, happy feel a kiss from you lips healing away my teared through hole
God, make this stop. Make me clean
Make me feel you, please
Please...